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♔ Sunday, September 5, 2010
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Official graduate this September as I have been doing nothing since May. Interviews maybe good but it makes me fall from the top all the way to the bottom. They give me hope, give me good feed backs and in the end Im still here, they did not hired me only making me like a fool, helping them to do advertisements here and there. Uncle ask me not to be demoralize however I'm getting to lose hope, I pray for a better and stable life but things isn't showing up, is it because I am not sincere enough or they just isn't looking at me. They predicted and give me good blessing for my career, but still non of the good stuff appears. Day by Day pass, it makes me feel that I'm super useless, why is it so difficult to get into this industry, or I want to was to start from the beginning and learn from there den wasting all the time staying at hm doing nth. Or design really not my cup of tea? It is really a big question mark, a question til now isn't being revealed. I just need a little bit of light, a light to show me or lead me to the correct place, why is it so difficult. The more I feel upset and questioning here and there, it makes me feel even more useless, why I'm I not having networks for me to get there. My fate is to sit down and wait is that so? I suppose it is.
Liping is my name,
21 is my age,
Lasalle College of Arts is my school,
Communication design is what I studied
& I am a image creator :)