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♔ Thursday, July 17, 2008
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I'm not a workaholic person, I do wanna enjoy life like normal young teens do, I do wanna go for nightlife if I really can, I do wanna go out enjoying myself, shopping around with friends like I wanted most , however I can't.
I'm not being brought up this way! I'm not being taught to enjoy without hardwork! I'm always being controlled but I have no regrets, all this years I have been working hard for more allowance just becos I don wanna be poor, just becos I wan to reduced the debts in my family.
& Friends around me always say that I don't give myself a break, whenever there's holidaes or any weekend available, I will go work den hanging round with them, I know my rejection may cause upset to my frens but I cant do anything to it. Anyway I'm not as rich as
u think.
But If I'm not working and money is coming into my pocket everyday,
i dont mind ending my job. If this is realistic enough. But I know it will nv happened, I know myself well that if I stop working I won't be able to fill my tummy, if i'm not working, many things cannot be work out. That's why. Recently, I have been looking for full time job that provided sponsoring in studies and many things more, I even have this tot of quitting lasalle and go for part time studies, lots of things for me to think about. I try to stay clam as much as possible, and not telling any of my friends what I have been doing is becos this kind of personal problem no one can helped out and even if you tell them you are facing with this kind of problems, they cant do anything, why? different families have their own difficulties, not everyone faced the same situation as you, so some may not understand.
I'm sorry if I left out some of my friends whenever they need me around, I just couldn't stop wad I'm doing. Work is impt to me. I'm sorry.....
thank dad for your love and concern.
thanks a million. with Love.私がいかに望むか私は私の方法で行ってもいい
Liping is my name,
21 is my age,
Lasalle College of Arts is my school,
Communication design is what I studied
& I am a image creator :)