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♔ Monday, September 17, 2007
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Having a bad days yesterdae due to food poisoning.Thanks boy for being there for me till late night.I'm so touch for the things you have done for me.I love you boy=)
Just gt back from boy's house, feeling uncomfortable rite now.I was just wondering if I'm the one in the wrong or not? maybe this time both of us are not wrong. However I still feel very uncomfortable,I know I'm being very sensitive this days & I'm very easy to get jealous when u interact wif some other gers. But I dunno how the express the feeling inside me,there's this kinda fear in me that I couldn't let it out. I reali scared things would be like the past,I reali dun wish to see the same things happening to me ever again, I reali dun wan! I reali treasure the time I had wif you, the happiness we went through and everything, I dun wish to lost it.dun wan!How I wish I can keep you wif me forever when I know is impossible. The more i try to do that the more it will be worse.I'm not a good girlfriend that will satisfied my bf, I'm bad in everything and when everytime I'm trying to express the feeling that's inside me I always tend to make things worse due to misunderstanding. why? hais. Being wif him is not difficult for me just that i realli dunno how the express myself well enough and how could i interact wif him. I dun wish boy to mistaken as being wif you is a very xin ku things cos being wif you is the most happiest thing in my life. I'm just here to write dowm my messy feeling.
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Liping is my name,
21 is my age,
Lasalle College of Arts is my school,
Communication design is what I studied
& I am a image creator :)
